Letter to my future wife - Poem

Whoever you are, that is if you are real.
A woman who will be able to restore my heart and heal
All the unseen scars and emotional turmoil I've endured
And to be my shield, my purpose and my sword.
Good luck to you though. You'll have to put up with me for the rest of your life
Or at least I hope so cause I hope you will be my only wife

Shit though. I hope we haven't already met
The man I am now is not the first impression I'd want  to set
I'm sure your an amazing lady and sweeter than I can currently describe
But You must be something else for me to decide.
To get married... Oh wow I'm married. I hope I don't cause much trouble.
I hope we'll be an eternally happy couple.

Oh my. Now I'm feeling an unusual bliss
Our wedding day... Our wedding kiss
Damn. Now I want to skip to that part
Everything else is a prolonged start
And from then until... well hopefully no end.
And oh I know you're gonna love my friends

And they'll love you too at least I hope so
Now I'm getting all nervous about things I don't know
But I'm straying now.Let me get back on track.
I'm not perfect and there are many things I lack
But I hope you can love me how I'll love you
And to the future me: you're one lucky dude.

I don't know how we did it or when we will
But if she got you married then she must be skilled
Regardless I'm happy we met her and I haven't met her yet
And don't mess it up cause most likely she'll be as good as you get.
And to you Mrs. Lettman I don't know you but you already make my heart sing
No doubt about it. You deserve the ring.